The period of time that is happening now is an interesting phase in life so far; It is patchworks of scattered feelings; Versatility in the Feelings of voids, Analyzing nothing, Thinking nothing and Not writing even, Planning nothing, Dreaming nothing, neither I am reading anything nor studying. No drawings & No travels too… No opinions, No judgments, No worries, No prayers…. A Whole Lot Of Nothing. It is neither bad, nor good.
I remember where I have to reach in this year…Change in the project has given me this ample time to enjoy the grand nothingness may be. I sprinkle the rays of light on my days and grow the moon in the night. Surroundings smell like ‘Nyctanthes’ flowers (-Tree of sorrow-). Evenings I seat with the wind and a hot cup of tea to observe the pattern in the branches, leaves and clouds. Calls are made to Vrishti alone. Her unclear words sway something inside below my neck…I go for long runs and assure my heart; yoga assures my body and meditations assures my breathings. I have started cooking delightfully to assure my senses. My mind assured all my assurances…everything is all right. :-)
In the nutshell, we should stop operating the weather on the mind sometimes, what is the point in controlling everything always? Or on the other hand, is this called waiting for the spring again?
I listen to the difference, I discover the detachment….Seems, I am in an extended transition time these days, for sure, which means there are lots of choices to be made, and I have no clue where it will all lead. Yes, I am enjoying this too. We must know being our self could mean any number of things & rather just Be.
‘Reality is frequently inaccurate.’
- Douglas Adams